Who was I created to be from the very beginning? Part 2

This may sound strange to you as a visitor!  Who am I in Christ and how is this interrelated with alive in Christ in the atonement of the blood and why on earth is there a need for wine?  Should I drink wine alone if I cannot attend church and will this help atone my sin?

As an ordinary believer myself and also as a young missionary I believe it is of utter importance to reiterate to you that you are not going to hell for not atoning for sin enough through church attendance or drinking up!

Drinking wine and spiritual wine are part for the perseverance we face as modern Christians with or without going to church.  Drinking of wine was the mitigating agreement Christ made with his people and with they that were to be bruise (His Disciples).  You are to agree with this atonement and receive it just as you do.

When he gave with all vehemently before Jesus Jehovah graduated from Earth to Heaven toward ministry meaning they that administer the atonement that they would be observed keenly for this atonement cross-over pact was sacred and the peoples he loves mix their faith with it.

You are precious.  You are precious to God even in a divorce when you have gained a little too much weight.  You are precious to God even now when you are having a mid-life crisis!  This is good because you have eaten too much and you may vomit.  Be humble and receive the new wine therefore.

The Spirit of the Lord may be upon you for now and always.  Don't forget your confessions.  Healthy words help remind you that your present circumstances may not change but these words will lift your mind body and soul out of the fog they caress their angry lies about a Spiritual presence.

Without peace there is the power of a sound mind.  Corporate peace may not indicate a clean church.  You can be a clean vessel alone.  Believe in Him the one who loves you anyway.  He loves you anyway!

You will be alright!  When the tough get going is when the going gets tough.  When I feel overwhelmed I call my father.  No not my Spiritual Father in prayer... I call my Dad on the phone.  I say,, "Hey Dad, it's midnight... what are you doing are you sleeping or something?"  He usually says, "Oh no! I was ughm I was uhm I was barely awake I was watching reading... agh!"  "Dad," I wish to say, "I cannot afford this car I'm driving the motor it's okay, but..."

"Yes I promise you will be okay."  "Are you sure Dad?"  "Yes?"  Surely enough tomorrow seems to get there on its own.  Wow how the I marvel at how the future eats and destroys the present.  But the present is the only time we have to live together and love our friends, our brethren even our enemies whom we hoped to have loved.

Finding Meaning when Emptiness Unexplained

Usually I go to a good book when I am feeling empty and alone.  Whenever I wish I had someone to talk to.  One of the best forms of communicating in Psalms or Powerful Poems designed as exercises to extend the faith muscle through trying times.

You do have to be careful with this technique.  What I mean to say is you may find yourself sorry for what you have written and have no express way of understanding this feeling.  Perhaps a better way of looking at the circumstance is tears inexpressible may be jaundicing you from the approach to healing you were hoping for.

I advise you feeling a quantity of love forlorn or even unrequited... from a lover which is what society would press for you to believe is quasi acceptable in the eyes of God.  It might also be from a friend, or a grand-uncle.  Your life matters with and apart from the eyes of other people trying to tell you how to live.  You should go to school; you should follow these said and certain rules for your job or to take care of your children!

Being a good steward in life has its price.  There is always situations that arise that others may look to you for strength.  Balance your dependents and try to be as considerate of others as you possibly can.  Love others with respect for their lives meaning trying to find compassion for those which may or may not suffer abuses.

Believe in your finished abilities.

A professional adult that loves the work they are invested in cares for the world around them is part of their gifted nature.  What a blessing just to glean on the soldiers in the army of God's good workforce!  People arrayed in preparedness and willing to serve and justly scrutinize!

Will I stand before the judges so afraid as these when they know they have bloody hands.  Blood stained garments with innocent miscalculated deaths that mutter give give!

These are they that stand true in tests and trials and stand gifted in these times where death looms at every corner and we believe they stand because they have not been crushed or despised.

There will always be emptiness when someone or some cherished works go missing or lonesome times fall on a victim that is unprejudiced.  Live and endure and perhaps going through old photographs or writing about the times you remember.  Remember David the Prophet, King, and High Priest of the Old Testament before he overthrew King Saul's dark rule wrote about his many grievances.

You can too!  Don't be a quitter!  Take pride in yourselves.